I am really embarrassed to tell you all my history and background, and what I feel now is very guilty. I really cannot help to explain my feelings, but it seems the more explanations I try the more guilts I have.
I am a little bit depressed in the last few hours of the year, and I begin wondering if I should be that honest to you? Although you say you don't really care about what my past was, I think that is impossible for the shadow on your mind fading away.
If something really happened, I still consider that making friends with you is the most valuable thing I have done in 2007.
